stalkers

all complicated guys, back off!

that's what i wanted to shout at this very moment of my life. is there any statement in my forehead that says "all complicated guys, apply to me"- is there? coz i bet if there's one i'll ask the best surgeon to peel off my skin now.

do you know a person who's so close to all the guys who are either married, married with kids, separated with kids or single but with kids? oh, i know someone who does. definitely know her that much that she actually lives in my body! i never asked for these people. i never invited them in the first place. i'd like to clarify that all the relationships i had with these people are all out of love and no security issues. it borne out of friendship that grew into relationship. now that i just ended up a relationship with someone who doesn't have the courage to introduce me to his only daughter another guy is coming along who doesn't have the courage to tell me the truth.

i have encountered a nagging wife at one point in my life and now i am being harrassed by a desperate girlfiend who apparently needs a father to her unborn child. all of these happened without my intention of tearing them apart. i used to be the jelous type girlfriend, now world suddenly flip upside down. they're dying to kick me for stealing their man while i feel guiltless because i never wanted their boys in the first place. kasalanan ko bang "matipuhan" nila ako?

here's the thing, for christ sake. and i hope you read this... i dont want and i dont need a complicated guy who will be dragging my name by your bitchy partners.

i'm not a flirt. i'm just jolly and there's a big difference between the two. now, if you find me loveable then i don't mind as long as we're clear that you cannot expect anything from me but companionship. and again, there's a big difference between companionship and relationship. goodness! i wish men of this generation knows what it means.