whenever i am in the peak of my moods, i can't think of anything but blogging. yet, once i decide to type away how i feel, i dont see the importance of putting it in writing. i am still in the midst of thinking about the essence of telling the world how i feel wherein i can stay in my room or leave myself in my car and cry my heart out until i finally feel better. oh yes! i do that! i lock myself in the car, crying and shouting until my throat hurts, until my eyes get tired until i fell asleep.. but no, i haven't tried sleeping inside my car with no ventilation. I just said, i wanted to cry.. i didn't tell you I wanna die and commit suicide.
my eyes are heavy now. yes, i cried. yes.. in my car.. for a lot of reasons that i am still debating with myself. I am in the middle of the what ifs and if nots. haha! oh well.. i really get to find something to read now, i am not getting any sense out of my blog. i just feel like i need another cry.
No comments:
Post a Comment